8 days before school starts.... I still have one week! I really need to make the most out of it. Its my senior year and I always ask myself what I want to pursue. Of course, I really want to take up Fashion design and merchandising. I know its what I'm meant to do. But something is really pulling me back. My junior year was the best year (so far) in my high school life. I didn't have any enemies. I had the perfect friends. I also had the perfect boyfriend. Everything seems really surreal now because its my senior year. I've never wanted time to slow down before. I've always wanted to grow up. But now, I never thought I would want to rewind everything that happened. Before, when I was still a kid. I've always wanted to drink, go out everyday. You know what the typical teenagers do. I think everyone passed the i-want-to-grow-up-now stage. But I guess its true that being young is the best. I hated taking naps before but now if I could I would sleep all day. I've always wanted to stay in school longer before and now everything is just different. I never got the chance to accomplish what I told myself before junior year started. But now, its going to be different. I need to learn how to balance studies, football, friends, ahead and gimiks. I need to know how to balance my time. I need to follow what I think whats best. I will not be petiks and I will make my dreams come true. I will get into the school I want and everything will be awesome. I will make my family proud and I will try my best to be the best in everything I do. Make every second count. You don't really get a lot of second chances. Yeap, this is what happens when i play beer pong! Jk. Goodnight everyone!! :)
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